<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068351474717429610</id><updated>2011-04-21T12:05:16.933-07:00</updated><category term='poetry'/><category term='health care'/><category term='raindog'/><category term='bukowski'/><category term='san pedro'/><category term='politics'/><category term='pain'/><title type='text'>The View from Down Here</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Raindog</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13141721256665635728</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>7</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068351474717429610.post-5298689311431936165</id><published>2008-08-26T22:32:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-08-26T22:45:43.424-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Afterthought</title><content type='html'>When I woke up this morning, I realized that I would have to write a postscript to the last posting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What I realized is that Democrats and Republicans have their own versions of corruption.  With the Dems you get a much broader spread of corruption...they being the party of the people, the common man/woman.  With the Repubs you get a much narrower spread.  so what it really boils down to is this: if you want the "spoils" going to a few, then you're gonna want to go with the Republicans.  If you want the spoils going to the "masses", then you are gonna want to go with the Democrats.  And if you don't like either of those choices there are always lots of "fringe" parties.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However, if you still are unsure, try my original postulate: the whole shooting match is corrupt and only some serious cleansing is going to make it work...perhaps another American Revolution?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;RD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7068351474717429610-5298689311431936165?l=raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/feeds/5298689311431936165/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7068351474717429610&amp;postID=5298689311431936165' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/5298689311431936165'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/5298689311431936165'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/2008/08/afterthought.html' title='Afterthought'/><author><name>Raindog</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13141721256665635728</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068351474717429610.post-2607475526984101440</id><published>2008-08-25T18:44:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-08-25T19:20:29.720-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='health care'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='politics'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pain'/><title type='text'>Rust Never Sleeps</title><content type='html'>I rarely ever talk politics because I think it's pointless to argue about and also because I think that the government, from the president down to your local city officials, is totally corrupt and not to be trusted.  And, no, I'm not a conspiracy junkie.  If politics was an ocean, then over the years we would (hopefully) have noticed that it has gotten progressively more and more polluted. I've seen  more and more crap bobbing up and down on the surface of that ocean with each succeeding year.  And like it or not, there is very little that can be done about it.  Sure, we can collect the junk that washes ashore and send it to a landfill somewhere, but how do we know that it isn't being dumped back into the very ocean that we just pulled it out of?  Sadly, we don't.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tonight I was listening to Ted Kennedy's opening speech for the DNC and saw that "moving" tribute to him and I was moved...but not in the way I was supposed to be (at least I don't think so).   I mean sure, we've all heard the "health care speech" many times before.  I think it's becoming the go to White Elephant of choice for the Dems.  I mean, don't you get a little bit suspicious when the privileged start telling you that they want you to have what they have?  Isn't it the nature of the "haves" to keep what they've got away from the "have-nots"?  Come on people!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over the weekend, before this hoopla replaced the Olympic hoopla, I was trying to figure out how much pain I could stand before I'd bite the bullet and go to the emergency room.  I believe, tho I have no "scientific" evidence, that what happened to me was a kidney stone -- an extremely painful process for any of you who haven't had the experience (I can't recommend it unless you're freaky that way).  Suffice it to say I survived the trial and saved myself from the dishonorable practice of using the ER and then ducking out on the bill (thus contributing to the further breakdown in health care system).  Granted, I know that hospital bills are tremendously over-inflated and it would be cheaper to go to Mexico or Canada (if I had a passport), but it's hard to drive when you are doubled over in agony (and how many friends are you on good enough terms with to ask &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;that &lt;/span&gt;favor).  Maybe I need to make some new friends?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, long story short, I've been drinking lots of water and taking over-the-counter pain meds and it looks like I'll be able to go to work tomorrow.  Whoopee!  But I'll still be thinking about the changes that are creeping over the horizon, be they painted blue or red...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7068351474717429610-2607475526984101440?l=raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/feeds/2607475526984101440/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7068351474717429610&amp;postID=2607475526984101440' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/2607475526984101440'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/2607475526984101440'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/2008/08/rust-never-sleeps.html' title='Rust Never Sleeps'/><author><name>Raindog</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13141721256665635728</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068351474717429610.post-3487383580266201099</id><published>2008-08-11T10:31:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-08-11T10:40:30.325-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_vDNcPrujwfE/SKB5DOPopYI/AAAAAAAAAJQ/OVV5XiCNT1o/s1600-h/ElPaganoCover2.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_vDNcPrujwfE/SKB5DOPopYI/AAAAAAAAAJQ/OVV5XiCNT1o/s320/ElPaganoCover2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5233315863274759554" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have two things to mention here.  One is the third issue of the Lummox Journal is now online.  It contains two interviews with Nila NorthSun and Patricia Wellingham-Jones, two very diverse poets I might add.  Also there are two articles on small press publishing, sort of a past &amp;amp; future look at what is going on; Passion &amp;amp; Danger by Christopher Harter (detailing the Mimeograph and it's place in early small press activities) and Amazon and the POD Wars by W.J. Higginson and Raindog. There are two reviews by John Yamrus and RD of Todd Moore's RELENTLESS and TELL THE CORPSE A STORY &amp;amp; Nila NorthSun's LOVE AT GUNPOINT. A batch of poetry from the likes of Lyn lifshin, A. D. Winans, Marie Lecrivain, Scott Wannberg and others; and a new feature...a "cooking" section of all things, has Athens, GA poet and Chef H. Lamar Thomas grilling up some mouth-watering burger recipes, Southern style!  Check it out by going to &lt;a href="http://www.lummoxpress.com/" target="_blank"&gt;www.lummoxpress.com&lt;/a&gt; and clicking on the LJ 3 picture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The second is that &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;El Pagano and Other Twisted tales&lt;/span&gt; is out and available from www.lummoxpress.com or at Amazon.com.  Order direct if you want a signed copy . It's just $17.99 plus $3 postage from Lummox.  Go to the website for more info and an excerpt from one of the stories. As you can see by the cover (painted by Tareq Swenson), the book probably contains some strange stories (and it does!).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;RD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7068351474717429610-3487383580266201099?l=raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/feeds/3487383580266201099/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7068351474717429610&amp;postID=3487383580266201099' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/3487383580266201099'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/3487383580266201099'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/2008/08/i-have-two-things-to-mention-here.html' title=''/><author><name>Raindog</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13141721256665635728</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_vDNcPrujwfE/SKB5DOPopYI/AAAAAAAAAJQ/OVV5XiCNT1o/s72-c/ElPaganoCover2.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068351474717429610.post-3724032298909800823</id><published>2008-07-20T13:44:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2008-07-20T13:59:24.326-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='san pedro'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='bukowski'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='raindog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='poetry'/><title type='text'>First of Four New Books by RD Armstrong</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_vDNcPrujwfE/SIOkA9w-apI/AAAAAAAAAJI/gyfLJY_VNeU/s1600-h/Fire+cover.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_vDNcPrujwfE/SIOkA9w-apI/AAAAAAAAAJI/gyfLJY_VNeU/s320/Fire+cover.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5225200329166842514" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Fire and Rain&lt;/span&gt; is a large collection of poems (184 in just 158 pages)(my first) that spans the years from 1993 to 1998.  The second volume of this book will cover the remaining years (1999 to 2007) and will be published later this year.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can hear me read excerpts from this book by going to You Tube and typing "RD Armstrong" into the search window.  If you like what you hear, you can go to the Lummox Press website and order a signed copy.  Just go to www.lummoxpress.com and click on the book cover (all the info plus some samples are available inside).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's what &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;B. L. Kennedy&lt;/span&gt; (reviewed in the &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Rattlesnake Review&lt;/span&gt; out of Sacramento, CA) had to say about this collection:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This is a handsome collection of poetry by one of &lt;st1:state st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;California&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:state&gt;’s most prolific writers of poetry. Having known RD Armstrong mainly through e-mail, it wasn’t until a few months ago at Luna’s Café that I had the opportunity to actually meet the poet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt; Upon dipping into &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Fire and Rain&lt;/span&gt;, I could not help but take note of the quality of this collection: the quality of the poems and the clear writing style that the reader is offered with this book. Armstrong is ever the social critic, and the 185 poems included in this manuscript are a testament to his original vision. Working from the sweat of life, Armstrong is a talent that plants itself in your mind with his rough-and-ready voice of delicate lyric and refined narrative. He is a poet who does not creep from behind but is full-frontal in his twist of a line and his blue-collar sensibilities. To not recommend the work of RD Armstrong to new readers would be sinful and sad, because here is a poet with a voice that will challenge even the most hard-ass critics of poetry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So don’t be afraid to purchase a copy of &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Fire and Rain: Selected Poems 1993-2007&lt;/span&gt; and explore the words of this well-grounded writer."&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;B. L. Kennedy&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:&amp;quot;;color:black;"  &gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7068351474717429610-3724032298909800823?l=raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/feeds/3724032298909800823/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7068351474717429610&amp;postID=3724032298909800823' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/3724032298909800823'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/3724032298909800823'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/2008/07/first-of-four-new-books-by-rd-armstrong.html' title='First of Four New Books by RD Armstrong'/><author><name>Raindog</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13141721256665635728</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_vDNcPrujwfE/SIOkA9w-apI/AAAAAAAAAJI/gyfLJY_VNeU/s72-c/Fire+cover.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068351474717429610.post-3059701662123199372</id><published>2008-05-13T06:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-05-13T06:44:42.432-07:00</updated><title type='text'>A Seasonal Poem</title><content type='html'>&lt;h1&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt;"&gt;Things I Notice #4&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h1&gt;    &lt;h1&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;"&gt;Jacaranda’s lilac blush&lt;br /&gt;sultry under a gray&lt;br /&gt;watercolor sky&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h1&gt;                &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt;"&gt;Four crows in a line&lt;br /&gt;one riding shotgun&lt;br /&gt;cut diagonally through&lt;br /&gt;the late-morning air&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;            &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt;"&gt;In the oil field wasteland&lt;br /&gt;marsh grass bows&lt;br /&gt;away from sheets of rain&lt;br /&gt;a crane contemplates&lt;br /&gt;its wrinkled reflection&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;              &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt;"&gt;Standing in line&lt;br /&gt;on a rainy Saturday&lt;br /&gt;later afternoon blues drifts&lt;br /&gt;in with wind’s eastbound rush&lt;br /&gt;fickle storm blunders&lt;br /&gt;through town&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;              &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt;"&gt;The light&lt;br /&gt;flickers in and out&lt;br /&gt;stucco and glass shield me&lt;br /&gt;a wild heart calls&lt;br /&gt;the world turns&lt;br /&gt;as if to look&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;          &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 11pt;"&gt;it’s spring&lt;br /&gt;and the search&lt;br /&gt;for love&lt;br /&gt;continues.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b style=""&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;b style=""&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt;"&gt;RD Armstrong&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt;"&gt;This poem is from my new book, Fire and Rain Selected Poems 1993-2007 Vol. 1. It's available from my website: www.lummoxpress.com&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b style=""&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7068351474717429610-3059701662123199372?l=raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/feeds/3059701662123199372/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7068351474717429610&amp;postID=3059701662123199372' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/3059701662123199372'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/3059701662123199372'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/2008/05/seasonal-poem.html' title='A Seasonal Poem'/><author><name>Raindog</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13141721256665635728</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068351474717429610.post-3180759884493966356</id><published>2008-05-03T14:28:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-05-03T14:41:13.165-07:00</updated><title type='text'>From the Vault - Dec. 2000</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;st1:country-region st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;America&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; is obsessed with Sex &amp;amp; Violence...that explains the hoopla over Bush &amp;amp; Gore...&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;h4&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal;"&gt;I feel I must apologize to you, dear reader.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;In the past few months, in this column, I have burdened you with, what I can only call, my ‘burn-out’.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;You’ve witnessed my struggles to make some sense of all this: what it means to be a quasi-successful editor &amp;amp; publisher, while, at the same time, sacrificing my own talents (?) as a poet/writer.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I had thought that since the focus of Lummox is on the creative process, it was proper to share with you my own creative struggles.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;But I was mistaken.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I say this, not because it was wrong to share my “process” with you, but to share it selectively.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Here’s how I came to this realization.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h4&gt;  &lt;h4&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal;"&gt;I was writing a letter of thanks to Len Fulton, editor of Small Press Review, for a recent front page review of The Wren Notebook.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;During the course of this letter I began to “crow” about my many accomplishments in recent months vis-a-vis the Lummox empire.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It occurred to me that I had been keeping my great sense of pride to myself and focusing almost exclusively on the increasing pressures that accompany accomplishment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I needed to brag (as unseemly as that might be) to someone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h4&gt;      &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Anglo-Saxon society raises us to be humble.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Our worth is determined by our status on the job, in our marital situation, by our possessions.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;You know the drill: 2.5 kids, a wife, a house, 2 cars (late model of course!), an HMO, IRA, a stock portfolio, a Palm Pilot, a G4, etc.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;These are the elements of the American Dream, right?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;But what if you aren’t in this “mainstream”?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;What determines your worth then?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;For me, the accomplishments must be greater than my two jalopies or my cluttered apartment or my string of failed romances.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Currently, my accomplishments are in the realm of publishing other people (I like to think “the best”), my own work as a poet / writer, and in just making it in this topsy-turvy world without the usual means of support...working without a net, if you will.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This last item is no small feat, especially in &lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;Los Angeles&lt;/st1:City&gt;,  &lt;st1:state st="on"&gt;CA&lt;/st1:State&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; where so much of who you are is based on where you are in the economic strata.&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Many artists and/or poets present themselves as impoverished when, in reality, they are not.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The safety of family ties, pensions or governmental (and I should stress the mental part) support allows these individuals the opportunity to create in a relatively relaxed environment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Few are self-sufficient.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Don’t get me wrong, there may be glory in self-sufficiency, but there is no sanctity in it.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The self-sufficient go, largely, unnoticed through this world.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s the victims that get the headlines and airtime.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I think this is perhaps the reason I have focussed primarily on my shortcomings.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;How much support can you get when you start from; “hey look at me, I’m self-reliant.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s always the pathetic bastards who play the victim, who get the sympathy vote.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Look at our new president.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;What hope do we have when the commander-in-chief is such a sorry mo-fo?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;(One bright spot though, maybe the rest of the ‘free’ world will stop expecting us to clean up their messes now).&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Over the past year, I’ve produced a number of books which I’m really proud of.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The first one, Rick Smith’s The Wren Notebook, is most obvious because it represents a giant leap forward from Dufus! – that sad first attempt of two years ago.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Wren is, as Gerry Locklin wrote, “first-class in all respects.”&lt;span style=""&gt;   &lt;/span&gt;A lot of the credit for this goes to Ann Lee of S’Pacific Image (&lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;San Pedro&lt;/st1:City&gt;, &lt;st1:state st="on"&gt;CA&lt;/st1:State&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She was the ‘ramrod’ on this job, making sure that it was done right. It was a lengthy project that brought together many creative talents: the great poems by Rick; the wonderful drawings of Judith Bever; and the patience and forbearance of the editor.&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;But there are other books, that I’m equally proud of, particularly because I believe that I created a vehicle that carried the POEM forward with honor. The layout, illustrations and design were all done “in house”.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Todd Moore’s The Corpse is Dreaming (LRB 20) and the split book he did with Mark Weber, Bombed in &lt;st1:state st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;New Mexico&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:State&gt; (LRB 26) are good examples of this, as well as Scott Wannberg’s Nomads of Oblivion (LRB 25).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I just got plain lucky with Gerry Locklin’s book (LRB 18), primarily when the title poem was read on NPR back in August.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Of course, I’m also real pleased with Paper Heart Volume 3 (my collection of love poems – LRB 22) and my most recent LRB (27), On/Off the Beaten Path, which has gotten some really good ink.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This hasn’t translated itself into significant sales, but that’s another issue.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Scott’s book is going to be the runaway hit this year.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It went into a second printing after only two months.&lt;span style=""&gt;   &lt;/span&gt;You can’t knock that kind of action.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;But, again, that’s another issue.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I stress this because I want to keep separate the issues of pride for a job well done and the financial rewards for a job well done.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I see them as being two sides of a coin, separate and very distinct.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;What’s the big deal, you ask?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Again, we come back to the definition of success, a la the American Dream.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;If success is based on cash flow and the accumulation of ‘things’, then this hasn’t been too successful...in fact my whole life could be dismissed, using this measurement.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;If, however, success is measured by knowing that “you done good” then Lummox is moving up the ladder, slowly but surely.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Doggedly.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Appropriate don’t you think?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Raindog&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7068351474717429610-3180759884493966356?l=raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/feeds/3180759884493966356/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7068351474717429610&amp;postID=3180759884493966356' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/3180759884493966356'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/3180759884493966356'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/2008/05/from-vault-dec-2000.html' title='From the Vault - Dec. 2000'/><author><name>Raindog</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13141721256665635728</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068351474717429610.post-8074096983917850505</id><published>2008-05-02T12:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-05-02T13:15:06.233-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Origins</title><content type='html'>I used to publish a small zine (1995 - 2006) called The Lummox Journal.  For most of its years it was a monthly affair, which proved to be a daunting task.  It wasn't for lack of material, because after the first year or so, I began to receive a lot of submissions.  It was mostly poetry and mostly bad, but I was able to glean some gems from the debris, enough for each issue.  Over time I also began to receive essays and reviews from my readers. So really, the only thing I had to do was arrange the text and write the lead essay, a sort of "from the Editor's desk" article. This is where the title of this Blog comes from.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For over one hundred issues I wrote "The View From Down Here".  I don't think I ever repeated myself, though I did borrow from past themes from time to time.  Sometimes the essay was political, sometimes it was personal.  I had free reign over what I wrote about (it was &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;my&lt;/span&gt; magazine after all) and although I tried very hard not to go overboard, occasionally I did.  Then I had to deal with the consequences.  It was an interesting learning curve.  Eventually, though, the deadlines and the constant need to create an interesting issue began to take a toll on me and I knew I had to take a break.  So at the end of 2006 I ceased publication. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This year I put up an issue on my website because I missed the process.  At first, in 2007, it felt as if a huge weight had been lifted from my shoulders and I didn't miss the whole anal business of meeting deadlines and promoting the Journal at every opportunity.  But slowly it began to creep into my thoughts and I realized that I missed doing it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So what I'd like to do here, is resurrect some of the old essays from back in the day.  Hopefully they'll reach a wider audience than the 175 or so subscribers I had back then.  I'll probably write some new material too, once I get my "sea legs". &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Raindog&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7068351474717429610-8074096983917850505?l=raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/feeds/8074096983917850505/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7068351474717429610&amp;postID=8074096983917850505' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/8074096983917850505'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7068351474717429610/posts/default/8074096983917850505'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://raindog-theviewfromdownhere.blogspot.com/2008/05/origins.html' title='Origins'/><author><name>Raindog</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13141721256665635728</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry></feed>
